1/7/2025 back to schoolll
ummm gee idk its beeeen quite some time since my last update ig ... what an original intro.... ummm... i feel like yapping about my day.. but i dont wanna make anyone listen cuz im still stuck in a loop of "shut up youre annoying nobody cares" but LIKE. ITS WTV. today was actually pretty cool i had a preeetty good day heh. twas my first day back at school since winter breakkk which was like... uhhh.. the 20th. YEA the 20th of december!!! thats when winter break started and nowww it is over. i have office aid for 1st period now and the office ladies give me candy and let me listen to all the hot teacher gossip it's gonna be so cool and then the other class of mine that changed was my 5th period and YAYAYAYA I DONT HAVE PE ANYMOREEE CELEBRAATE CELEBRATE CELEBRATE!!!!!! umm i now have ART!! its the class that i changed to be w my ex ToT but its okay cuz i sit next to some of my friends and my ex is like dead silent the whole time hes so lamee and HIS NEW HAIRCUT. ITS TERRIBLE. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING BLUD. "look in the mirror, sharp as a bullet" AHH HAIRCUT BUDDY. I HOPE YOURE SEEING THIS. OH MY GOD ITS TERRIBLE. ive just been letting my hair grow out and its likee all curly (kinda??? like in a way??) in the back and it covers my eyes and i love it i feel so pretty at all times eeeee i actually feel kinda fucking coonfident now??? maybe its cuz im not a FAG anymore gang. I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. A REALLY PRETTY GIRLFRIEND. i have friends gang. i have fucking friends. at long last. there's people i fucking talk to and hang out with and people that enjoy me and think i'm cool and im not just the gay trans emo furry kid anymore i actually love life sm now eeeehgeeg lalalalaaaaa.!!!!!!!!! honestly dawg i think my girlfriend has js made me so much happier ,, shes so awesome and she calls me handsome and holds my hand and she just makes me so happy and im so glad i have someone as awesome as her and she makes me feeel like ,, a person dude. i feel like i have a place in the world and im not just a background character in other peoples lives like im worth something now. i love you sm sarah aaaaaaaaahghghggg
and she also says her type is awkward emo boys which is really good because im . so incredibly motherfucking awkward. people think im autistic but im lwk just bad at talking to people. especially pretty girls. so she js thinks its cute !!!!!!
anywaaaaaayss yah i had a good dayy,,, max signign off buh bye gang
12/23/2024 im in LOOOOVEEEE
yayayayayaaaa im finally out of my depressive slump which is honestly kinda surprising,, like i was consistently anxious all day and going to sleep dissatisfied for like a week and b4 that i ws just. sad all the time for some unexplainable reason i really couldnt tell ya, but then i got to hang out w a friend i dont talk to very much and i went ice skating and like life was going pretty fuckin swag and THEN. THEN I FELL IN FUCKING LOVE. hgehg my ex thinks we're already dating and lowk he can stay mad like i thought me n u could get along at least a little bit and not be total opps but no ur all pressed cuz i have a crush on someone i could actually work with.... cuz buddy did you actually think we could start dating again..??? it wouldnt matter if i said i loved you cuz i could get burnt to a crisp if my parents found out but whatever whatever its okay,, he doesnt matter anymore.... except the fact i got too excited in our situationship or wtv tf it was and asked to switch one of my classes to the same as his, and it happened but noww he hates me... umm..... okay wtv actually moving on to this girl she's SO PRETTY AND SO SWEET I LOVE HER SO MUCH.?? we stayed up til like 4 am on call like 3 or 4 days after i got her number and i totally fell head over heels in love with her her laugh is so pretty her voice is so pretty n every second i've spent w her has been nothing but joy BUT. shes going on vacation for a whole WEEK and i wasnt confident enough to tell her i had a crush on her the days before and now i dont know if im gonna be able to keep it down but i dont wanna confess over text like thats so fucking lame?? so its gonna have to be over call at least but shes gonna be in a hotel or with her family the whole time and ughhhh !!!!!!!!!! ghahghghghghgasdf
we already act like we're dating lmfao everyone thinks we aree my mom asked if she was my girlfriend and my ex is all pissy over it thinking we're already together and her mom thinks we're dating and its like so obvious i like her,,,, so it wont be much of a change to our relationship if i were to confess... but it still has to be special !!!!! i wanna like confess w a song and a romantic picnic or something tehehehetege
i love her so much everything about her is beautiful x3
so anywaysssssss max signing offf :3
12/6/2024 urrrghghghhghh
hey chat its been a while since an update huh drooling emoji
still kinda in that mental slump lolzzz seasonal depression finally kicking in this year but i guess christmas month ho ho ho its time to get JOLLY!!!!!!! ummm idk i'm kinda js heree cuz i finally felt like updating my site a bit cuz there isss quite a bit of outdated junk and i feel obligated to leave a little blog every time i do a big update to the site ,, i dont really haave... a lot of interesting stuff that i want to talk about .. i guess, sure shit has been happening in my life but is it really something i want people to be reaadinggg ?? drooling emoji... i mglad i finally have the self control to not js spout shit out online . in 7th grade i was a fucking oversharing menace like heyyy im sitting next to you in 5th period u wanna hear about my sex life that i shouldnt even be having ??????! great!!!!! ugh and now im BETTER . i dont want people to hate me for shit like that. plus ive had the massive realization that you can tell when someone WANTS you to find out about a secret of theirs. like they'll high key fucking tell you they have a secret or sm and js nott tell you and make u wanna ask if they WANT to tell you even if they dont actually realize it but they'll tell you if its not REALLLY a secret. if it is fr a secret they dont want ppl to know about they wont fucking bring it up. i think ts is so annoying when people act like they dont want u to know who they have a crush on but theyre js like "guess who my crush is.. heh... im not gonna tell you!!!" and then they give you the most obvious hints or smth like gurl u aint even trying to hide it JUST TELL ME ITS THE UGLY ASS ANNOYING KID UGH. that rant was kinda directed ngl. she wont read this shit tho. ugh i hate her. wtv. IM not an oversharer and im tryyying rly hard to be concious abt what secrets im letting people figure outtt .... coughs .
so uh anyways. ya. max signing off, i updated the site a little bit 2day, hav a gud day
11/13/2024 thank you
i like your sweater,. i would've hugged you but you're way shorter than me and it actually is kinda weird lolz ,. tomorrow?
i havent updated this site in a while,,!! ive been going through something of a mental slump,, and a lottt has happened since i last did anything to this site. it's probably gonna stay that way until i'm feeling a bit more inspired..... but im at least posting a blog ig :3
if you're reading this and havem't already heard the news, i'm makibg an animated series eventually, just some shitty youtube indie animated series and i'd really appreciate voice actors, sound designers, background artists, and co animator/s (mostly coloring. i dont fw multiple people doing lineart for the same animation im sorry). you can email me at finnthegoober@gmail.com !!!!!!! plz!!!! emphasis on the voice actors and the co animator/s part!!!! i dont have any other forms of communication :(( and uh. i'll give you deets on the show if you email me!!!! :3
10/21/2024 HHAHELPP
AAA i think i might be cooked. typing this in school rn and earlier today in the hallway z passed me n said some shit like "wsg maxwell" as if it was derogatory cuz im only really going by maxwell online and maybe he thinks its a dumb name but its literally better than finn is it not .??? anyways this is concerning because he had to have found out about it somehow . like . if he found out from my website which first of all im confused about cuz i changed my website url im COOKED cuz this is just like. kinda embarrassing for a guy like him to find out about. but if he found out from pixilart its probaby whatever cuz my account's private. and i havent changed my name on anything else. roblox i guess,? and discord? but its uncharacteristic of him to go after me on those places heh. considering the past like 5 times its happened.
10/14/2024 hi im still alive
hhh i just dont have the motivation to figure out how to make this look more blog-y, even though i know it would be as simple as just typing in a google search and pressing some keys on a keyboard it still feels like too much -.- but its aight, i doubt many people look at this anyways and its not really a problem if the blog still looks weird lawl. anyways!
ive been doing purty good recently,, today is the last day of fall break for me, and im nawt ready for school to start again but it might just be the not-optimistic music im listening to right now convincing me that its not gonna be okay. it was only 5 days anyways lmao, its not like i'll have to completely readjust my schedule n shit. although i have been waking up at 11 with the only exception being yesterday when i had a sleepover and we were PLANNING on going on a walk somewhere early in the morning when it was nice out but then we didnt and i cant tell if its js cuz i didnt push it enuff or if its cuz they js like,, didnt really want to, but its okay. um. that sleepover kiiinda sucked imo just for a sleepover because it was INFILTRATEd by this little 11 year old girl that im kind of friends with but i dont really get along with her and she is a LOT to deal with. she has some mental disabilities which make it harder to tolerate her, but im trying, and im not like mean to her or something, we're still friends. im not ableist guys .!! but um we went to this gas station just around the corner from my house, me and my friend and the 11 year old, and she took so fucking long to figure out just what she wanted and then we realized oh shit thats over budget cuz i only brought $10 and she started freaking out cuz she didnt know what to keep and stuff and it was like a solid 10 minutes in the fucking gas station and then my friend kinda shut down or something cuz we were all overstimulated and we asked the little girl to js go home after we bought the stuff and we watched the 3rd trolls movie. and i wanna say i didnt think i would like the movie but i fw it heavy vro. the only problem is that oh my GOD i feel like such a little baby saying this but one of the fuckass songs reminded me of my ex and i started feeling like shit but i couldnt really talk to my friend abt it cuz they were kinda tweaking too. after my friend went home i had to go to a family function cuz my uncle and aunt from out of state were visiting and we had pizza and i showed off one of the songs ive learned on guitar and it was actually really fucking awesome vro.!!! usually when people are upset n shit and they have to go somewhere with people its like,, really bad and they just isolate in the corner the whole time and i was kinda trained to think thats js how it goes but not for me!! i realized yesterday that i actually have fun around other people most of the time and being with them, despite it just being uhh.... holup um only 7 people (3 of which i already live with) i had a lot of fun and that shit made my day better. so like . its confirmed i am an extravert.!! extrovert? who cares. :3 i bet the thing that made it even better was the fact that my grandpa has a guitar and a bass guitar that i was able to play and i already know for a fact if i just pick up a guitar my day is immediately made.
another thing that happened yesterday is that my boyfriend broke up with me :( i had to remove the "i love my boyfriend" blinkies... but like it was kinda okay cuz i was already thinking about maybe it would be best if we broke up. there are needs or wants or whatever they are, i still need to figure it out, that my boyfriend js didnt meet and i dont think we were best for each other when it came to being boyfriends. we're still friends which im really happy about, cuz hes still super cool, but were js not. yeah!!! um. but its also like a really bad thing for him to have broken up with me because i noticed like, the second i read his text saying he wanted to break up, i started thinking about my other ex who was like a reaally big part of my life in an incredibly negative way and i'm leaving it at that because im editing this almost a month after i originally wrote this blog and the junk i originally wrote was embarrassing . ToT im sorry vros
anywayz .! yah! max signing off :3
9/25/2024 woo first blog!!!
i dont know exactly how long i've had this website, around a year by now, and it's changed so much since i first created it here on neocities. i've also changed as a person so much. i don't wanna necessarily ramble on for too long, i just wanna get the blog stuff out of the way and started up!! this iz a moment in history guyz!!!! my first blog eva on wolftooth dot neocities dot org!!!!! x3
i do intend to change the look of this stuff soon, but i'm out of time on the computer and can't work on this for much longer tonight. if you're somehow viewing this the same night i wrote it, it will change to look more neocities blog-y. right now it just looks like a boring div and paragraph and stuff uhh i dunno . yeah.