i like your sweater,. i would've hugged you but you're way shorter than me and it actually is kinda weird lolz ,. tomorrow?
i havent updated this site in a while,,!! ive been going through something of a mental slump,, and a lottt has happened since i last did anything to this site. it's probably gonna stay that way until i'm feeling a bit more inspired..... but im at least posting a blog ig :3
if you're reading this and havem't already heard the news, i'm makibg an animated series eventually, just some shitty youtube indie animated series and i'd really appreciate voice actors, sound designers, background artists, and co animator/s (mostly coloring. i dont fw multiple people doing lineart for the same animation im sorry). you can email me at finnthegoober@gmail.com !!!!!!! plz!!!! emphasis on the voice actors and the co animator/s part!!!! i dont have any other forms of communication :(( and uh. i'll give you deets on the show if you email me!!!! :3
AAA i think i might be cooked. typing this in school rn and earlier today in the hallway z passed me n said some shit like "wsg maxwell" as if it was derogatory cuz im only really going by maxwell online and maybe he thinks its a dumb name but its literally better than finn is it not .??? anyways this is concerning because he had to have found out about it somehow . like . if he found out from my website which first of all im confused about cuz i changed my website url im COOKED cuz this is just like. kinda embarrassing for a guy like him to find out about. but if he found out from pixilart its probaby whatever cuz my account's private. and i havent changed my name on anything else. roblox i guess,? and discord? but its uncharacteristic of him to go after me on those places heh. considering the past like 5 times its happened.
hhh i just dont have the motivation to figure out how to make this look more blog-y, even though i know it would be as simple as just typing in a google search and pressing some keys on a keyboard it still feels like too much -.- but its aight, i doubt many people look at this anyways and its not really a problem if the blog still looks weird lawl. anyways!
ive been doing purty good recently,, today is the last day of fall break for me, and im nawt ready for school to start again but it might just be the not-optimistic music im listening to right now convincing me that its not gonna be okay. it was only 5 days anyways lmao, its not like i'll have to completely readjust my schedule n shit. although i have been waking up at 11 with the only exception being yesterday when i had a sleepover and we were PLANNING on going on a walk somewhere early in the morning when it was nice out but then we didnt and i cant tell if its js cuz i didnt push it enuff or if its cuz they js like,, didnt really want to, but its okay. um. that sleepover kiiinda sucked imo just for a sleepover because it was INFILTRATEd by this little 11 year old girl that im kind of friends with but i dont really get along with her and she is a LOT to deal with. she has some mental disabilities which make it harder to tolerate her, but im trying, and im not like mean to her or something, we're still friends. im not ableist guys .!! but um we went to this gas station just around the corner from my house, me and my friend and the 11 year old, and she took so fucking long to figure out just what she wanted and then we realized oh shit thats over budget cuz i only brought $10 and she started freaking out cuz she didnt know what to keep and stuff and it was like a solid 10 minutes in the fucking gas station and then my friend kinda shut down or something cuz we were all overstimulated and we asked the little girl to js go home after we bought the stuff and we watched the 3rd trolls movie. and i wanna say i didnt think i would like the movie but i fw it heavy vro. the only problem is that oh my GOD i feel like such a little baby saying this but one of the fuckass songs reminded me of my ex and i started feeling like shit but i couldnt really talk to my friend abt it cuz they were kinda tweaking too. after my friend went home i had to go to a family function cuz my uncle and aunt from out of state were visiting and we had pizza and i showed off one of the songs ive learned on guitar and it was actually really fucking awesome vro.!!! usually when people are upset n shit and they have to go somewhere with people its like,, really bad and they just isolate in the corner the whole time and i was kinda trained to think thats js how it goes but not for me!! i realized yesterday that i actually have fun around other people most of the time and being with them, despite it just being uhh.... holup um only 7 people (3 of which i already live with) i had a lot of fun and that shit made my day better. so like . its confirmed i am an extravert.!! extrovert? who cares. :3 i bet the thing that made it even better was the fact that my grandpa has a guitar and a bass guitar that i was able to play and i already know for a fact if i just pick up a guitar my day is immediately made.
another thing that happened yesterday is that my boyfriend broke up with me :( i had to remove the "i love my boyfriend" blinkies... but like it was kinda okay cuz i was already thinking about maybe it would be best if we broke up. there are needs or wants or whatever they are, i still need to figure it out, that my boyfriend js didnt meet and i dont think we were best for each other when it came to being boyfriends. we're still friends which im really happy about, cuz hes still super cool, but were js not. yeah!!! um. but its also like a really bad thing for him to have broken up with me because i noticed like, the second i read his text saying he wanted to break up, i started thinking about my other ex who was like a reaally big part of my life in an incredibly negative way and i'm leaving it at that because im editing this almost a month after i originally wrote this blog and the junk i originally wrote was embarrassing . ToT im sorry vros
anywayz .! yah! max signing off :3
i dont know exactly how long i've had this website, around a year by now, and it's changed so much since i first created it here on neocities. i've also changed as a person so much. i don't wanna necessarily ramble on for too long, i just wanna get the blog stuff out of the way and started up!! this iz a moment in history guyz!!!! my first blog eva on wolftooth dot neocities dot org!!!!! x3
i do intend to change the look of this stuff soon, but i'm out of time on the computer and can't work on this for much longer tonight. if you're somehow viewing this the same night i wrote it, it will change to look more neocities blog-y. right now it just looks like a boring div and paragraph and stuff uhh i dunno . yeah.